Pyaar..

Hmm...so finally that you are there, I don't know what to do...its difficult to manage you at times..

I am so tired..feel like going into a deep sleep..but no, you have needs and I have to be there for you..whatever I feel..

So, the bonding starts..you are looking at me, but I don't know whether you can really make out who's it that you are staring at..

Suddenly, this stranger has come into my world and wants all my attention..

And then...that first smile...that first sign of recognition..Have I already fallen in love with you????

Can't be..

Arre nahi, again a smile..sirf mujhe dekh ke..

Kitna bhi resist karoon, can't help smiling back and can't help but feel proud that I am the one jisko dekh ke tum muskurate ho..

Finally, I have decided..tum mere chhote boyfriend ho..

Our baby...August 2nd, 2007

2007....

My son was born on August 2nd, precisely at 2.26 P.M....well, he chose to arrive earlier than the scheduled date of August 15, 2007..Infact, I went to office till August 1st...So, 'bout my son..
Well, woke up at 5.00 in the morning..cramps? contractions? Wasn't sure...got a bit nervous but chose not to wake up hubby...then, whats happening????? Contractions...am sure now, so wake up Amit...labour has started..

kuch nahi hai yaar, abhi time hai (He looked more nervous that I was)..
Nahi, call Dr. Soni...
Theek hai yaar...but abhi cheh baje hain..
Please...
Ok...Dr. Soni, This is Amit....Aradhana is having some contractions..
Get her admitted in casualty..
Amit and parents are nervous now..
I am cool...Will go and take a bath now, will also have a glass of horlicks..

8'O clock...on our way to the hospital..arre ruko yaar, ek minute Mandir chalenge...went to the temple to seek the blessings of Bhagwan ji (man hi man, please Bhagwan, sab theek karna)..

9'O clock...immense pain..but theek hai, koshish kar rahe hain ladne ki dard se..

10 baje...Doctor ab nahi saha ja raha...
Theek hai beta, sabko hota hai, You are not the first one, you are not the last one..

11 baje..huff huff...

12 baje... :-(

1 baje....please c-section kar dijiye...
Beta, try more..Doctor please...I'll die..
C'mon beta..

2 baje...mechanical movements...jo Doctor bol rahi hai, karte jao..

2.26..Amit is screaming with joy...has tears in his eyes..ladka hua hai..

And there you are, our little bundle of joy...you cried and then opened your eyes..big big eyes..You Naana, Naani and Amol are there to see you, they have been there since the morning..

I have become a mother....amazing but overwhelming..

Shuruat..

Am new to the world of blogging. I guess it will give me an opportunity to express my views and feelings which normally its difficult for me to share with anyone.Sometimes I feel that the virtual world is so much more easy to communicate in...no known faces, no boundaries, nothing..

No use going back to the good old days. I guess I will just go back a year in time..2007...its been a definitive year for me...difficult, pleasant, sad...as varied in terms of happenings as a year can be..